I can't say goodbye any more than you could finally let go and trust me.

It sucks because right now I'm caught up in so many things going only-god-knows which ways and everything is so confusing. I need some sort of machinery in my brain that'll help me finally let go and make the plunge.

So last night, I tried, but I swept away every tear that I cried. I really hope this was your choice to save me from falling at the sound of your voice.


I'll miss your perfect, charming, selfishness.
I'll miss your naive, hopeless, romantics.

I'm in love with you and you just don't get it.
When you lay your head down at night, do you think it's right to let me be, here, kicking myself for saying what's wrong.

I sit here surrounded, but still lonely. You missing makes nothing better, but it couldn't be any worse.

So make me this promise and say it with emotion, meaning. Say you need me. Don't stop breathing. If I try to watch you go, I won't be able to help, but to die just a little bit more.

xo,
Madi Morphine ♥